Breaking Chain

This is an edited transcript of a conversation I had with Cheyne McClung, three days ago. The views and feelings expressed are Cheyne’s and he has given me permission to publish his words and photo.

The diagnosis of MND (Motor Neuron Disease). Was a death sentence. It snuck up on me. It took away things. Previously taken for granted. My ability to walk. My ability to work. Can’t hold my baby. Can’t breathe. Need BiPAP. 24/7. Hard to talk.

What did I do. To deserve this? Everyone said, “Nothing.” “It’s bad luck.” I know it’s. Not my fault. But I didn’t expect. Cruel and unusual. Punishment. MND has taken. So much. The worst is. I can’t go home. That’s where I. Want to be.

They ask me. About treatments. What if I get? Infections. What do I want? I want to live. As long as possible. To be with my. Little girl. She needs special care. Birth injury. I’m missing out. On too much. Her smiles. Trying to crawl. Chances to connect. Running out.

They decided. I can’t go home. Need too much care. They decided I need. Care facility. Hope it is. Close to home. They haven’t found one. It’s been weeks. No-one wants me. My case too. Complicated. I know that. People can do BiPAP. Without healthcare training.

They discriminate against me. I’m 37. MND doesn’t care. How old I am. Would they take me? If I was 65? Don’t get it. Care needs the same. Regardless of age. I’m paralysed. Can only move. My neck a bit. No place wants me. Hospices admitted me. For three weeks. Only. Then what? Give me hope. Then take it away. The uncertainty. Is too much. No one wants me. I’m trapped in. Too hard basket. Solitary confinement. In body shell.

Need escape plans. I don’t want to. Die. But if no. Quality of life. Then better off. Dead. I could stop eating. Not treat infections. My lung specialist. Said he could. Make me comfortable. Then stop BiPAP. All over. All done. Gone. Not yet. Only if. No quality of life.

Will anyone listen? Does anyone care? “Please. I just want. To spend time. With my baby girl. Closer to home. Can anyone help me? Please. Don’t make me beg.”

Palace of Care – Why Me?

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J: Hey man, I’m sorry for your loss. Do you have a few minutes brother?

X: Yeah.

J: Let’s go in there again. [Points to the right] You asked me why your Dad would only talk about it in your presence. I think he knew you would be able to handle it.

X: [Nod]

J: The family meeting the other afternoon was tough. Your Dad told everyone how he felt and what he wanted but the family weren’t able to listen, especially Aunty.

X: [Nod]

J: Even with all the voices raised, I heard what you said, how you advocated strongly on your Dad’s behalf. He heard it as well. You had his back, that’s why he said it in front of you first. You were really there for your him when he needed support the most, that’s something to be proud of. That impressed me, you’re a good man.

X: Thanks Doc.

J: Dad didn’t get exactly what he wanted but the gods heard his cry for help and responded.

X: [Nod]

J: You take care brother.

X: [Handshake]

I think therefore I am? – Rise of the Machines

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I haven’t written for a while. Is it even worth writing any more now that the large language models are improving their writing? Their use of grammar and sentence structure is improving and their prose is becoming more prosaic. How can I compete with the supercomputers? I’d still like to think that us humans can still tap into things that the machines don’t have, at least for now. I write to teach, I write to think. I write to help me sort out ideas in my own head and heart. That’s not something that AI can do, for now.

Lately at work we have been exploring the use of generative AI in many aspects of our operation. If it can help us to do our jobs better and can free up some time for real face to face patient care, why not? Time has become precious when we all do not have enough of it. If we can free up time by delegating some of the less interesting tasks to the machine, isn’t this a good thing?

Take education for instance. 12 years ago we had explored delivering education via online modules. At the time we were quoted $50000 to develop four 15 minute e-learning modules. Way out of our price range at the time. Now we can create our own e-learning modules for a fraction of the cost. Some clever folks at work have been developing OLLI our Organisational Linked Learning Interface where we have available online modules. We’ve even started a blog on the site and I have written an article which you can read here.

While you have a look at the site and have a read of the blog post, I’ll keep on writing.

Palace of Care – Dehumidifier

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We didn’t know what was keeping him going. He hadn’t eaten anything for ten days. No drinks for days. Somehow he was still producing urine. Where did it come from? His son speculated that he was drawing the water out of the room’s atmosphere. “Dad’s become a dehumidifier.”

He had outlived many doctors’ prognostication attempts, including my own. “Anyone else would’ve died a week ago. He’s not anyone else he’s stronger than most people.” Somehow he had stayed alive with his metastatic cancer for four years. He had received multiple treatments over the years. They had kept him alive, but the last three months had been a struggle. He had lost 20kg over the years of illness. 10kg had been lost in the past three months because of severe nausea.

The cancer was cruel as it melted his body away it took away his appetite. His once mighty frame was reduced to skin and bone. He still wasn’t used to his reflection, it had continued to change. Despite all of the weight loss, one thing he never lost was his sense of humour.

In life he had always done things in his way, at his own pace and it was no different in his death. The family maintained their long vigil, and he remained mostly asleep but responsive when he was awake. If our staff found evidence of his imminent death we would inform them. We also warned them that sometimes people don’t want anyone to be around at the point of death and that he might slip away when an opportunity presented itself.

He was kept calm and comfortable. His family were supported and our patient died three days later.

Palliative care for patients with Parkinson’s disease

I often work in a palliative consultation service, and we are seeing more patients with chronic neurological conditions like Parkinson’s Disease. Parkinson’s disease is a progressive neurological disease that causes tremors (shaking), slowness of movement and stiffness. It can cause changes in facial expression so that people look expressionless. and changes in handwriting and speech too. We have to be careful not to prescribe medications that can make things worse, like for example, we currently give Metoclopramide (maxolon or pramin) for nausea but we need to avoid this medication in a person with Parkinson’s Disease.

Tanja Bahro and the team from the Southern Metropolitan Palliative Care Consortium in Melbourne Australia conducted a survey and found that palliative care clinicians wanted to know more about caring for patients with PD. Not being able to find a guide, they wrote their own! Please email Tanja for a copy tanja.bahro@smrpcc.org.au. They’ve had great feedback from users.

Tanja, tell us about your resource:

“Parkinson’s Disease – Issues for the Palliative Care Team” is a practical resource for people working in specialist palliative care, who are caring for people who are dying both with and from Parkinson’s Disease (PD). It was developed by our project officer Lee-Anne Henley with the great help of Dr Jim Howe, a very experienced neurologist in the area of progressive neurological conditions and palliative care, as well as Robert Wojnar, a pharmacist at Cabrini with a special interest in PD. The resource explains the main issues for people with PD at end-of-life and describes considerations and solutions. It also includes a practical care plan on which we have received some excellent feedback.

What gap did you see that lead you to develop it?

Because of the long trajectory, it is difficult for a health care team to know when people with PD should be referred to palliative care. A lot of PD patients also enter a nursing home and then at times lose contact with their neurologist. This can result in people not being referred to palliative care when appropriate and missing out on a multidisciplinary approach to care when the neurologist is no longer involved. Medication management can be difficult with PD patients, as some medications need to be continued to keep the patient comfortable but might also interact with medications commonly used for palliative care. We undertook a survey of palliative care staff and found that people wanted to know more, so we tried to find clinical guidelines or similar resources. When we couldn’t find anything we thought we’d better develop something ourselves!

How will it help patients and clinicians?

We hope to achieve greater awareness of appropriate referral to palliative care and we’re working on that. With the resource, we anticipate that palliative care clinicians will liaise more with the neurologist— they now have a simple and comprehensive guide to the main issues for people with PD and can therefore act quicker and prevent some of the pitfalls. Our next project is to adapt the resource for the residential aged care sector, but that’s more complex because we must take into account that the clinicians there might not have specialist palliative care knowledge.

How can people get the resource?

We want to make sure that we distribute the resource only to clinicians with experience in palliative care, so we haven’t put it on our website, but pc clinicians can just contact me on tanja.bahro@smrpcc.org.au and I’ll email it to them very quickly.

Two online PEPA workshops for General Practitioners – 23 July 2022

PEPA have two workshops to advertise in your regions. Eventbrite is open for registrations.

Name of workshop: Palliative Care in General Practice

Day and date of workshop: Saturday 23rd July, 10.00am – 12.00pm

Venue: Online

Register at this link: click here

This workshop is for General Practitioners based in Victoria (Australia) who care for people with a life-limiting illness. Practice Nurses are also welcome to attend.

Topics

• Recognising patients who need palliative care

• Communicating about end of life issues

• Voluntary assisted dying in Victoria

• Assessing and managing common symptoms

• Advance care planning

Facilitators:

Dr Rowan Hearn – Clinical Director Palliative Medicine, Calvary Health Care Bethlehem

Dr Rupert Strasser is a palliative care specialist and geriatrician, with Calvary Health Care Bethlehem. He is passionate about providing excellent clinical care for all. Rupert’s clinical interest includes palliative care for neurodegenerative disease.

PEPA is an accredited educator with RACGP (workshops are eligible for category 2 CPD points)

Date: Saturday 23rd July 2022

Time: 10am – 12pm

Online – a WebEx link and guidelines to access will be provided prior to the workshop date.

Workshop Pre-requisite:

To maximise learning PEPA offers 6 online GP learning modules. These modules have been developed by palliative care experts and reviewed by clinicians with extensive palliative care experience. They can be accessed by setting up an account at the PEPA Palliative Care Education and Training Collaborative: https://palliativecareeducation.com.au/

PEPA is an accredited educator with RACGP. Workshops are eligible for Category 2 CPD points

Inquiries:

PEPA Administration – E: pepa@svha.org.au

Margarita Makoutonina, Calvary Health Care Bethlehem

M: 0425 774 195

E: Margarita.Makoutonina@calvarycare.org.au

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Dying2learn? Conversations with the Australian community around death and dying. Wed 31 March 16:00 AEST

The team at Palliative Nexus is presenting a webinar about death and dying which will be of interest to the #pallanz community. It’s on a laptop near you on Wednesday the 31st of March at 16:00 AEST

Professor Jennifer Tieman will outline her work on the Dying2Learn MOOC (Massive Online Open Course). It won an Innovation in Palliative Care award in 2017.

Prof Tiemen is the Palliative and Supportive Services and Matthew Flinders Fellow, College of Nursing and Health Sciences at Flinders University.

She will discuss the research arising from this excellent MOOC including community perspectives on death and dying.

Please register here: http://go.unimelb.edu.au/5mpi

I think therefore I am? – International Journal of Whole Person Care – COVID-19 special issue

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To read real stories of courageous healthcare professionals from 6 countries risking their own lives to save ours during the COVID-19 pandemic click here.

I think therefore I am? – Online wellbeing resources from the NZ Mental Health Foundation

5ways

Wellbeing resources for frontline healthcare workers are available from the NZ Mental Health Foundation’s website – this easy to navigate website includes lots of useful tips for this difficult time we all find ourselves in. As well as links to websites, Frequently Asked Questions, and downloadable resources.

allright

On a similar theme is their well-designed All Right? website which also includes links to their getting through together campaign designed with COVID-19 in mind. Plenty of good wellbeing ideas for all age groups are contained in this vibrant, colourful and energetic looking website. Well done NZ Mental Health Foundation!

Both of these websites are well worth a deeper exploration and may be helpful to yourself and others in your bubbles.

Stay safe and take care.

I think therefore I am? – If only there was an App to help us through COVID-19…

Mentemia

My 10 year old son and I watched a story about the Mentemia App on TV last night. Mentemia means ‘my mind’ in Italian.

Mentemia is a wellbeing App that has been co-developed by NZ’s Sir John Kirwan, famous former All Black and long-time Mental Health Advocate. Mentemia is currently free to download for all New Zealanders thanks to a funding deal between Mentemia and the NZ Ministry of Health. It is available on the Google Play and Apple App Stores.

We downloaded it last night and we both started using it.

It has a nice user interface and is easy to navigate, with good use of Simple English throughout. We found the interactive exercises fun to do, and things like spinning the wheel to choose a daily act of kindness to perform are also cool additions.

The ability to record how your mood is at anytime will be useful.

Lots of links to useful videos and articles to read, including lots of staying calm through COVID-19 articles.

At first glance Mentemia looks like an useful wellbeing app that we will both be returning to on a daily basis.

Some parts of the app are still a bit buggy, so far we’d give it a 7/10.