It was getting harder to manage working full time during the day and caring for my mother. The routine was I would wash her in the morning and give her breakfast and her medication then leave her a drink in a thermos cup with something for morning tea.
My sister would call in to see her before she went to work at 10 am. My other brothers and sisters were supposed to phone her during the day when I was at work. I would come home for lunch, give her lunch I prepared the night before, give her medication and a drink and leave something for afternoon tea before heading back to work. I finished at 5pm but sometimes couldn’t get away till 5.30pm as I worked at the District Court and sometimes the Court sat late.
The routine worked for a while but as she started to decline I noticed little things. I would come home for lunch and her morning tea hadn’t been touched. When I asked her why she hadn’t eaten the orange I left her, she was embarrassed and replied, “I tried and tried but I couldn’t peel it” and she couldn’t unscrew the lid of the drink. I felt terrible that she wasn’t able to access it. It coincided with her telling me she was lonely when I went to work, it was a long day for her. I looked at her beautiful face and I knew she was not one to complain but this was important to her. Something had to change.Continue reading