Ed: We are fortunate to be able to share another piece from Elizabeth Caplice (). Elizabeth’s writings are an inspiration to all of our team and I’m sure many more people out in the palliverse. It is difficult to genuinely experience a journey you haven’t taken, but Elizabeth’s reflections allow us a moving insight into how it feels to take those steps. On behalf of us all I would like to thank Elizabeth for her reflections on her journey, for her writing and for her self.
I’ve written before here about my time with cancer, and i am starting what i am considering a new part of my path. my body is beginning to tire in a way it hasn’t been in the past. the chemotherapy – relatively gentle – is taking a toll on my body that is harsh and starting to cause me to question my own desire to continue treatment, and i know my liver is no longer managing either the treatment it is receiving now, or the almost two years of treatment, particularly well.
i turned 32 in april.
i have been terminally ill for some time, under one definition or another, but the sort of treatment i am seeking now, and the way my body feels now, is changing. i know that i am getting ready to move from my oncology team to my palliative care team, and that i am preparing to begin the process of dying.

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