I felt like for the first time in ages that I got my husband back last night. He wanted to take control of the remote.

We watched part of a movie together and he was able to enjoy it.

For the past two months he hasn’t been able to do much, and hasn’t felt like doing anything.

Last night it was like he had come back.

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The pain I have got at the moment is nothing compared to what I have been putting up with in the last weeks.

I haven’t been to sleep for weeks, the pain keeps waking me up.

Last night I did wake up during the night but I was able to get back to sleep again. My wife didn’t even know I had woken up.

The pain is still there but it’s less than it was.

I’d like to get up to go for a walk later, maybe get some sunshine.

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Zero is no pain at all, ten is the worst pain you’ve ever felt. How would you rate your pain now? I want you to ask for some pain relief if the pain level is 3 out of 10. If you let the pain get up to a 7, then it will take longer and will take more medications to control it. I want you to hit the pain when it is still low, we want your pain to be as close to zero as possible. Please let us know if you need anything, I don’t like my hospice patients putting up with pain, it drains your precious energy away. Let’s try and free up your energy for other things. Please let the medications do their job for you.

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Has anyone told you that you look like someone?

Yeah, I’ve been getting that all the time. I used to explain to people that I’m not who they think I am, but they would never believe me.  Now I just play along with them and it can lead to interesting conversations about all sorts of political policies.